GRANDPA'S STOCKING


As my younger grandkids and I unpacked the red and green boxes during the past few weeks and decorated the house and tree......the twins were concerned about Grandpa's Christmas stocking.
 
You see Santa has always stopped at Grandma and Grandpa's house all these years.....pretty much ensuring a second round for everyone! There's been 11 stockings to hang for our five grandchildren, their parents and us! Making sure those stockings were filled with everyone's wishes was Grandpa's most important job....he used his awesome writing skills to let Santa know exactly how to surprise his family!

But as I considered returning his to the red container, little Paige shouted "no, you CAN'T put it back in the box, Grandma!"....while her brother chimed in that Santa would know what to do with it!  They wondered if God tells Santa when people die. They thought they could take something from their stocking Christmas morning and put it in Grandpa's. They said mine would be sad without Grandpa's next to it.

Sharing these sweet comments with friends; I received the greatest advice of all.....fill it with love!
I knew this was the perfect idea....but how? with what? It came to me during a sleepless night.....as answers often do.....write him a letter!

Each child wrote a love note or memory and so did I. Overthinking it again, I pondered the logistics of empty stockings hanging in anticipation, Santa's looooong, busy night and the early-risers rushing down stairs the next morning.  "Just stick them in his stocking right now" said one of the twins. "Yea...it will be a surprise for Santa and......you know.....so he knows what happened." said the other. How wonderful children are at solving the quandaries of life!

Can you feel the comfort? Can you imagine how my little gesture helping the twins through this difficult time has in fact been quite powerful; helping me embrace this first holiday in 47 years without my guy.

Alone, I read and reread them. I can sense the importance they felt in doing this. The older girls nailed it beautifully in their lengthy letters. They recalled his goofy stories and making them giggle over and over again; how he made them feel special for being who they are.

The oldest commends him for being a great role model; with his "great combination of high intellect and street-smarts" and how she loved swimming with him in her early years and learning to drive with him this past summer. Her sister is proud that she has his writing skills and sense of humor! "You were perfect, Grandpa, because you were very wise and very funny" she wrote. They both know he is with them in their hearts. And I love their promise to keep calling this Grandma and Grandpa's House!

The little one's were shorter, but their I Love You with hearts and I Miss You with drawings of  Grandpa were just as meaningful! The colored ink and curvy, carefully cut edges around their notes make them extra special. These are my treasures now.

Ten stockings will be gathered around the tree on Christmas Eve (once filled, they become too heavy to hang we've discovered).....but Grandpa's will hang just fine by the fireplace.....packed full of love.
After all the gifts have been open, our attention and excitement will turn to our stockings! And after they've been emptied.....with toys whirring and buzzing  and candy and cookies crunching... we'll  read and listen to Grandpa's letters and remember all the wonderful things about him!

6 comments:

  1. You amaze me. I am beyond touched by this, and everything that you share with us all. I struggle each and every time I read what you all are going through, and just pray that my family will always be able to remember, and honor the wonderful memories we have made together. And I absolutely love this idea, and truly hope that you all have an amazing Christmas together!

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    1. Thanks, Cindi. Recalling the memories really does help. It's important to me that the little ones remember Grandpa! I hear myself talking about him......and the kids say things like "you don't cook so good like grandpa did!" LOL This gesture with his stocking reminded me of his frequent words "just roll with it" when I needed to be more flexible! :) Happy Christmas with your adorable grandkids!
      Joan

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  2. Cindi has put perfectly into words what I have been trying to figure out how to say. I want to add just one thing; to misquote the Josh Groban song, "You lift us up!"

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    1. Wow! Several people have said the same kind of thing to me! Thanks, for adding these words from the song, Bob! They lift ME up so much! Getting my thoughts down in some kind of sense is comforting and affirming.... the act of writing is very uplifting! :)
      Thanks for your continued support and encouragement!
      Joan
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  3. Oh Joan, this is beautiful and I cried! Just such a wonderful idea and such a meaningful way for the grandchildren to express their love for him. May 2014 be easier.

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    1. Thanks, Kc.....all the more meaningful that it took two 5 year-olds to help me figure it out! Thanks for reading and enjoying. Happy New Year to you and your wonderful family, my sweet friend! :)

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